Standing on the Rock, not on sinking Sand.

God has the Perfect little one in mind for us. And we are thrilled at GODS choice.  We will go to Country when they start taking referrals again to formally get it and meet this special one.  I feel as I have labored in Pain for 14months.  What a roller coaster we have been on.  But last night I had an all nighter of just seeking God.  My Bible tell me Seek him and you will find him, ask and you shall receive, Knock and the door will be opened.  Well we have done all 3.  As I have said we believe God is ll All Powerful and men cant stand in God's way of His divine Purpose and Perfect plan for our lives.  We believe that in the end if God chooses to send Kolya Home with us despite all that has been said, or speculated then IN deed we will have 2 of the Greatest gift known to man.  Children hand picked by God.  Many of you have walked this Journey with us to SAVE A LIFE of one boy who does not know just how much we adore him and Love him.  But we know one day he will  know the TRUTH despite what has been said or not said.  Truth will always stand the test of time.  We have gained a spiritual Son if nothing else. We will pray forever for this precious child that we have had the privilege of pursing the last year and half.  Please continue to pray for our sweet Cole.  Pray for Salvation,  against fear of the unknown and the Lies of the enemy.

I have been reading an amazing book called What Happens When Women Pray by Evelyn Christianson.  IT is live changing. It has really made me to see that everything that has happened to me God does not make mistakes.  My whole life was not a mistake the detours, hard times, ect was not a mistake there is a Bigger purpose and a purpose in general may not see it on this side of earth but because I trust God I want to pray According to HIS Will not my Will.  Yes it has been disheartening the turns of this journey but GOD is all KNowing and He knows best and has a plan reguardless of the ending.  I went to church 2 Wednesday ago it was awesome there was a very spoke that resided in my heart and God was so good he brought it back to me yesterday. I am claiming it and I am believing it for the months to come.  The Chapter its self was Psalm 84:2,2.,3, 5, 7,8,9  the verse that was quoted was 10B For the Lord God is the Sun and Sheild, the Lord will give Grace and Glory.  NO GOOD THING WILL HE WITH HOLDFROM THEM THAT WALK UPRIGHTLY.  12 Oh Lord of Host, Blessed is the Man who trusteth i thee.

The verse was spoken and it resided in my heart. I didnt have a clue where this verse was in the Bible and God gave it to me yesterday as I sought Him.  I love it when He does that He is just confirming what he has already said.  I believe everything he has told me in my blog from Oct ,10 to now 2012. I know God has spoken these things to my heart. I hear what Man is saying, But my GOd says is There anything Impossible for God.  I will stand on the Rock and SAY a firm NO.  His ways are Higher than Mine and in my humanness I can not grasp the end result but whatever it is it will GOOD and PERFECT because it is Gods PERFECT Will according to His plan for our lives.  I REST in this today and the next days to come.  Great Faith stretching Read.

When we are able to share the CHOOSEN one we will.  But I promise you when we can I will share it with Joy and Excitement.  OUR home will be filled with so much joy and the wonders of Gods goodness in the home after so many years will be just a Miracle one we have wanted so bad for so many years.  God is good and he is giving me the desires of my Heart.  We cant wait for the Choosen one..  They are so much fun and laughter.  Precious Precious.  Please pray country there is a measles out break and we had been told of fevers Sunday they not sure what it was so please pray for divine healing for the Choosen one Chance Matthew.  There is nothing worse than wanting to be with your choosen one and being far away and not being able to do anything.. Pray they will start giving REFERRALS again for the SAKE OF The CHILDREN.  Pray for all the government stuff worked out so these childrens lives will not be effected and not able to go to a FOREVER family that will  love and take care of them.  Blessings to all on this wonderful Day.  Keeping the Faith, My God is BIGGER.    Pray God will open the flood Gates of Heaven with His finances to BRING the CHOOSEN ONE HOME.